anxiety attacks

i'm feeling a little too anxious about so many things. dee says i'm just being too bitchy about it. i appreciate her honesty and her staying up late to hear my endless rants and her never ending efforts to make me see the brighter side. it's just that sometimes, my mind won't listen to anything else once it's gotten a grasp of whatever it needs to get a hold of.

that's a bad thing, i guess. ultimately it means i'm too much of a bitch.

one thing i get totally ticked off about is how common sense can be so uncommon. how supposedly highly intelligent and overly capable people more often than not don't even have it. how decisions are made without common sense, and how so many problems and complications could have been avoided and how the world would be so much MUCH better if people just used their common sense.

but apparently that's asking just a little bit too much. and right now, all i can do is just deal.

and cook dinner and take a bath and eat dinner and rest.

and hope that the anxiety will be a little bit better and not too unsettling in the morning.

gah.