i just know it will come

becoming the next big thing has gotten really tough. too tough for me to have expected, but not too tough for me to overcome it.

over the course of the past few months i've been awakened to the reality that this will not be easy. i've gone from being confident to being doubtful, from being very enthusiastic to extremely pessimistic, and i could go with the list of about a million other adjectives but i'm going to stop right there. it doesn't matter.

because it will come.

i know it will.

everything that everyone else has been saying has only distracted me from my goal: to be great. i've come to doubt myself, which i never do, not believe in the dreams i've had since forever, which is inexcusable, and i've been compromising everything i know and stand for even though i know i shouldn't which is totally unthinkable and so very very wrong.

"Great spirits have always encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds."
- Albert Einstein

it will come.
i know it will.
SOON.